Saturday, November 15, 2008

The Plague

I guess that is what I am...The Plague. It seems as though when I begin talking to someone, all of a sudden it seems as though they are trying to get rid of me. I can take a hint. Don't hurt my feelings ok.
Ya know my hubby is at work all the time. I cant go anywhere. I cant drive. I have no friends. The only thing around me is my daughter. She is what keeps me going everyday.
I live in an apartment complex and if I do meet someone that lives here, well it is quite possible that they will move well before I do. And i just hate going out to make friends over and over again. I am not that type of person. And it so hard to make friends with people that don't have kids.
I am so tired of the shit! I am depressed. I am lonely. And I am sad.
There is nothing that I can do about it though. "Get out more often" people suggest. "And go where?" I say! Not like I am going to walk to Wal-Mart or Waffle House any time soon. Call me lazy, I don't give a damn. Not to mention, May cannot make that walk. She does have arthritis in her knees and ankles ya know?
Hell, I cannot even make friends on the Internet! How sad is that? :( I mean apparently its the easiest place to make friends right? But WTF? What am I doing wrong?


Well Have a great day cuz I'm not

Dogma

No comments: