I Remember You Pt 2

The past...Is is a joy or a nightmare? I guess it really depends on your experiences and the friends that you had at that time in your life.

Literally, right now, I am reflecting on many different experience with a guy (not sexually), that i used to hang out with. All we did was go to Waffle House and have coffee. That is it. And we would enjoy each others company. He and I got into an argument one time and we never talked again. I have to say. I miss him and I wonder what he is up to nowadays.

On the otherhand, I had experiences in my life that were "fun" at the time, but as I look back now, I realize how dangerous they were. And that those were the darkest days of my life. And I really have never told anyone about that time in my life. And I never will unless I turn catholic and am in a confession booth.

There were these girls that I was friends with 6 of them. I will not name names. But i enjoyed being around all of them. I hung out with them at different points in my life. Three in HS, one in college, and two I met later in life. The three in HS I hung out with them sepreatly. But after we graduated. Hard to explain I hope you understand.

Anyways, we all at some point stopped talking for some reason or another. I think about them all the time. I have even tried to look for them on MS or FB. But I actually have found only one.

I did get in touch with her. And it sounds like she is doing great. I hope to see her sometime soon.

I guess I have been thinking that since Rick is thinking about getting his CDL's and going on the road. I have been panicking. Knowing that I am not going to have anyone to talk to. No friends to turn to. And the only person I am going to have around me is Maycee. don't get me wrong, i love my doughter, I just will need adult conversation every now and then. And I just know that my mom will not want me to call her everyday. She will just tell me, "You knew what you were getting into." And I am just not going to want to hear that. Especially from her.

So, since I have been thinking about that. I have been thinking aobut all the friends that I have lost. And all the people that I have know in my past.

So, whatever you do, keep your friends close, and cherish every moment that you have with them.

Take Care,

Dogma