On My Mind

Well, there are a lot of things going on in this household. Very stressful things actually. We are having a hard time right now. I know a lot of people are right now. and I am not saying that ours is worse that theirs, but I just kind of want to get it off my chest right now.
First off, Ricks job is changing his medical insurance. Which is lowering his medical coverage amount. Therefore it is lowering his prescription coverage amount too. Which will only cover maybe 3-4 of my prescription refills. Now, maybe more since 2 of them are generic now. I can enroll in part D of my medicare. Which I will in late DEC, but I will not get any scripts until I run out of my 3 month scripts. Explain in a moment. medicare does not have one of my pills listed as generic yet. So I am waiting until end of DEC. My current prescription coverage off 3 month supply. So I am going to get a 3 month until I have to get it from Medicare. Hopefully by then they will have Keppra, maybe even Topamax on generic.
Now, because of all of this, Rick is looking into changing jobs all together. Not just changing jobs, but professions. He wants to get his CDL's and go on the road. I always support him on everything he does. And that is because he does whatever he has to do to support his family.
And that is what a "real man" does. And I have the utmost respect for him in that matter.
I am considering getting peachcare for May since she will be on limited resources.
We can barely make rent. I have to borrow money from my mom to make rent. Since it is X-Mas, it will be real hard for her to swing. Rick put in for his vacation hours so he can swing some x-tra cash. We are thinking that will help some.
Brother owes me 50 bucks for a little work that I did for him.
The only thing that we have going for us right now is the 401 k that he would get after he quits to go on the road and the little bit on income tax refund that we might get back.
We were hoping to get a loan to pay for his driving school. But he is considering to contract with a driving company. He did not want to do that, but this is a reputable company. Not to mention, my uncle works there too. Hopefully, my uncle will split the referral money. But I seriously doubt it. Wishful thinking though.
I really have to get the house cleaned up today so I can get ready to make the deviled eggs for turkey day. Ugh I am really dreading that. I swear that is the most grueling thing to do.
Not to mention we have to make the rolls too. They are from O'Charley's so we have to proof, then cook, blah blah, blah....
Well, that is my post for right now.
Maybe another one today. I have been working on 1-2 I just cannot get the words together right. I cant figure out what I want to say.
Hmmmm..., I am typing and thinking, pretty good for someone who has not had a lick of sleep. I am just worried about my seizures later today.

take care and happy turkey day if you don't hear from me later

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